Added: Nov 22, 2008

From: EmoIsNotADirtyWord

Duration: 3:41

Dear Diary:Mood: Apathetic.My life is spiralling downward.I couldn't get enough money to go to theBlood Red Romance and Suffocate me dry concert.It sucks 'cause they play some of my favorite songslike "Stab My Heart Because I Love You" and"Rip Apart My Soul" and of course,"Stabby Rip Stab Stab".And it doesn't help that I couldn'tget my hair to do that flippy thing.Like that guy from that band can do.Some days, you know...I'm an emo kid, non-conforming as can beYou'd be non-conforming too if you looked just like meI have paint on my nails and make-up on my faceI'm almost emo enough to start shaving my legs'Cause I feel real deep when I'm dressing in dragI call it freedom of expression,most just call me a fag'Cause our dudes look like chicks,and our chicks look like dykes'Cause emo is one step below transvestite!Stop my breathing and slit my throatI must be emoI don't jump around when I go to showsI must be emoI'm dark, and sensitive with low self-esteemThe way I dress makes every day feel like HalloweenI have no real problems but I like to make believeI stole my sister's mascara now, I'm grounded for a week.Sulking and writing poetry are my hobbiesI can't get through a Hawthorne Heights album without sobbingGirls keep breaking up with me,it's never any fun.They say they already have a pussy,they don't need another oneStop my breathing and slit my throatI must be emoI don't jump around when I go to showsI must be emoDye in my hair and polish on my toesI must be emoI play guitar and write suicide notesI must be emoMy life is just a black abyss,you know, it's so dark.And it's suffocating me.Grabbing ahold of me and tightening its grip,tighter than a pair ofmy little sister's jeans...which look great on me by the way.When I get depressed I cut my wrists in every directionHearing songs about getting dumped give me an erectionI write in a live journal and wear thick rimmed glassesI told my friends I bleed black and cry during classesI'm just a bad, cheap imitation of goth,You can read me "Catcher in the Rye", and watch me jack off.I wear skin tight clothes while hating my lifeIf I said I like girls, I'd only be half right!I look like I'm dead and dress like a homoI must be emoScrew XBox, I play old school NintendoI must be emoI like to whine and hit my parentalsI must be emoMe and my friends all look like clonesI must be Eee-MoMy parents just don't get me, you know.They think I'm gay just because they saw me kiss a guy.Well, a couple guys. But I mean, it's the 2000s.Can't 2 ... or 4 dudes make-out witheach other without being gay?I mean, chicks dig that kind of thing anyways.I don't know diary,sometimes I think you're the only one that gets me,you're my best friend...I feel like tacos.

Channel: Entertainment

Tags: emo  jackospacko  song 


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